A Letter to the Soulmate I’ve Never Met – Emotional Reflections

(Khud mein ek raaz hoon — adhoori sahi, magar dil se mukammal.)

Mujhe har koi samajh nahi sakta...
Shayad isi mein hi mera husn chhupa hai.
Kabhi ek muskurahat mein sab kuch chhupa leti hoon,
aur kabhi ek lamhe ki khamoshi mein puri kahani keh jaati hoon.

Mujh mein do shanakht hain —
ek duniya ke liye, aur ek sirf mere liye.
Kuch log mujhe bold, moody, ya aggressive kehte hain,
toh kuch cute, simple, aur masoom.
Par koi bhi mujhe poori tarah nahi samajh saka.
Shayad isiliye... main us insaan ka intezar karti hoon
jo meri aankhon se meri rooh tak dekh sake.

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Mohabbat Mein Sukoon Ho, Aur Zindagi Mein Main

Main kisi glamorous ya loud zindagi ki deewani nahi hoon.

Mujhe chahiye ek soft si, raw si, real si zindagi —

jahan har din mein ek khubsurat ehsaas ho, ek mohabat chhupi ho.

Ek soulmate, jo meri khamoshi se mera haal samjhe.

Jo mujhe kisi aur jaisa banne ki majboori na de,

balki meri asliyat ko, flaws ko, aur sapno ko apnaye.

Woh jo meri aankhon ko padhe aur mere andar ka raaz samjhe.

Main us insaan ka intezar kar rahi hoon

jo mujhe har dafa naye jazbaat se mehsoos kare —

ek kitaab ki tarah.

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Ek Duniya Jo Sirf Mere Khwabon Se Bani Hai

Mujhe woh jagah pasand hain
jahan pahar hote hain, dariya behte hain,
aur hawa kahaniyan sunati hai.
Artificial chamak-dhamak se door,
main jeeti hoon un jagahon mein
jahan deewaron pe waqt ka rang chadha hota hai.
Har kona kisi purani mohabbat, kisi raaz se bhara lagta hai.

Barish se mujhe mohabbat hai —
kyunki har boond meri rooh ko chhoo jaati hai.
Main bheegti hoon, lekin andar se zinda mehsoos karti hoon.
Sardiyon ki ho ya garmiyon ki,
barish mere liye ek nasha hai — ek mulaqat khud se.

Travel mera junoon hai.

Mujhe manzilein nahi, unki kahaniyaan pasand hain.
Woh kahaniyaan jo mitti ke andar dafan hain —
kisi rani ki adhoori mohabbat, kisi sipahi ka wafadar raaz.
Main unhi jazbaaton ko mehsoos karne jaati hoon —
jo hawaon mein ghule hote hain, aur patharon pe likhe.

Main photography bhi karti hoon,
lekin har tasveer se pehle us lamhe ko jeeti hoon.
Woh lamha jo sirf mera hota hai —
aur har click ke peechhe ek khwaab chhupa hota hai.

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Main Aur Mere Novel Ke Khwab

Novels padna sirf mera shauq nahi,
woh meri doosri duniya hai.
Main Peer-e-Kamil ke Salar mein khamosh mohabbat dekh chuki hoon,
Rooh-e-Yaram, Bakht, aur Yaaron Se Ho Na Juda ke heroes mein
woh jazba mehsoos kiya hai jo aaj ke zamane mein kho sa gaya hai.
Main kisi perfect fictional hero ka intezar nahi karti.
Bas koi ho jo meri zindagi ka asli, raw, aur loyal kirdar bane.

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Aakhri Alfaaz

Main jeeti hoon apni banayi hui
ek mehfooz, khushboodaar si duniya mein —
jahan khwabon ka asmaan hai,
aur jazbaat baarish ki tarah girte hain.
Main tanha hoon, lekin khud se juda nahi.
Meri tanhayi mein bhi ek roshni hai —
jo sirf woh dekh sakta hai jo dil se dekhna jaanta ho.
Main koi kahani nahi hoon,
ek mehsoos ki jaane wali kitaab hoon.
Shayad tum bhi mere jese kisi khwab se waaqif ho

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ya us ek pal ke intezar mein ho,
jahan koi khushboo si ladki
tumhari zindagi mein saans ban ke utar aaye...

Tum kab aakhri baar khule aasman ke neeche bina kisi wajah ke muskurayi thi?Agar ek din sirf tumhare liye ho, to tum usse kaise jeena chahogi?

Tumse kuch sawal hain… khud se poochhna kabhi fursat mile to.Aur agar tumse tumhara dil ek sawal pooche—“Main kahan kho gaya hoon?”—to kya jawab dogi?

Kab kisi sooraj ke doobte rangon ne tumhari aankhon mein kuch beja lafzon ki tarah utar jaane diya?

Jab tum hans rahi hoti ho... kya andar bhi phool khilte hain ya wo muskurahat kisi jazbaat ka jhaankta sa chehra hai?